Read manhwa If You Wish for My Despair / To You Who Desire My Despair / To You Who Wish For My Despair / あなたが私の絶望を願うなら / Anata ga Watashi no Zetsubou wo Negaunara / 나의 절망을 바라는 당신에게
An orphan Anastasia, despite being of noble birth, was unable to afford to eat because of debts left behind by her parents. One day, her uncle, the Earl of Everdeen, proposes that she marry Theodore, a rival duke, in exchange for repayment of her debts, and Anastasia is sent to live with him. However, what awaits her is a life of ridicule, not only from Theodore but also from the maids. She is served with a messed-up dress and rotten food, and eventually, Theodore tells her, “It’s a good thing your parents are dead.” Anastasia is lonely and in despair, but one day she meets a man at a ball, and her destiny is changed forever.


Galuh Widya Kirana
I really hope she can meet another guy. Please dont tell me that he is the ML 😭😭😭
CieloAzulEstrella
I know… ugh 😤😖🤢🤮😷
CieloAzulEstrella
Dang it! Serey was the one….. so handsome and buried wit No beautiful face / head – such disrespect.
Galuh Widya Kirana
Plis i hope he is not the ml.😭😭😭😭
Gorilla 741180
He is
CieloAzulEstrella
Plz don’t be the ML…. I HATE HIM!
Gorilla 741180
He is.
CieloAzulEstrella
Nooooooo, my heart….. u just stabbed it- ugh 😩. I forgive you, because at least you’re honest, I wipe my tears with your honesty. The faster I miss my white hair sergey…
CieloAzulEstrella
My poor Sergey, so sweet to her and loyal…. I hope this girl helps her. If not gtfo.
Verlorene Seele Hill
Sigh….
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I have some concerns regarding the series, primarily due to my negative opinion of Theodore and my unease with his emotions towards Ana. From where I stand, it would be best for Ana to avoid getting involved with him romantically. It is also sad to know Ana’s previous partner is dead because he was perfect for her. I hope they do make her kill Theo in the end because it would be fitting.
numiko.alexa
If sergey dies, i hope she never forgives him..even if they do end up married hat she doesn’t forgive him. But i do hope Sergey doesn’t die and just come back for her
numiko.alexa
The duke probably had him killed indirectly. If theres a war why only one knight leading it there should be more no matter how small enemy party was. If he couldn’t reply once to her for months meant he was so busy reinforcement shouldve been sent 😟
numiko.alexa
Before he left for war he shouldve given her something to hold onto of his promise