Read manhwa If You Wish for My Despair / To You Who Desire My Despair / To You Who Wish For My Despair / あなたが私の絶望を願うなら / Anata ga Watashi no Zetsubou wo Negaunara / 나의 절망을 바라는 당신에게
An orphan Anastasia, despite being of noble birth, was unable to afford to eat because of debts left behind by her parents. One day, her uncle, the Earl of Everdeen, proposes that she marry Theodore, a rival duke, in exchange for repayment of her debts, and Anastasia is sent to live with him. However, what awaits her is a life of ridicule, not only from Theodore but also from the maids. She is served with a messed-up dress and rotten food, and eventually, Theodore tells her, “It’s a good thing your parents are dead.” Anastasia is lonely and in despair, but one day she meets a man at a ball, and her destiny is changed forever.


numiko.alexa
Oh but if he admit and fall in love with you?
CieloAzulEstrella
Yo that’s fooked up man…. At least help her save up for it- dang, dude is burning 🔥 garbage 🗑️, ugh 🤮
Neenee25
Tbh I really wish the fl would just leave and get some help for herself. It’s sad to watch her destroy herself and others in the process.
svblime
it is really sad but think about it she was born into this way of living, it is years and years of abuse and telling her she has no choice and that she can’t do anything on her own (I’m assuming) it makes sense why she thinks she can’t escape and instead has to fight to survive
Neenee25
Yaa, I understand. Living on survival mode is all she knows. I still want her to give up tho. Like just look and her fiance and say.”I’m done.” And just walk away from it all. Granted, I know that is easier said then done. But at this point she’ll either get forced into leaving or hurt so badly she has no idea of what to do except run away. And I really don’t want her to go through more traumatizing events.
svblime
Oh for sure, me too I really wanna see her happy 🙁
Brooklynn Robledo
I hate Evelyn I don’t care if she says she is sweet and wants to support her. Like girl leave her alone you are a bitch for trying to be her friend
Gorilla 741180
They should add psychological to the genre
Gorilla 741180
This is a messed up story
Fareda Youssef
I cant stop crying
Gorilla 741180
Dumb women
Gorilla 741180
Believe it or not he is the ml
svblime
I cannot believe that bitch is the ML I don’t know how he could ever redeem himself after all the horrible shit he’s done to her
CieloAzulEstrella
He forgets that he’s the one that made her that way he says just another everything, but he killed her love her, her love to love on purpose because he didn’t want her happy and he hated the fact that partner was handsome and had a better Bill than he he purposely did it and he’s over here saying that she purposely harmed the Stewart lady. Please tell her not only did you do that, but she did more, she was eating moldy food for a long time in your home please and being abused talk down to miss treated and you’ve had given expensive things stranger shut up to get punched